Growing up is painful. Thats a fact of life that i guess, nobody can deny. The pains of having more wants in life, the pains of the exploring the unexpectable,the pains of having to face our failures, the pains of trying to make a yourself heard in this very vast globe. Taking that in mind, i am exceptionally motivated, inspired and encouraged by this lady, Alexandra Burke. She comes as one of the contestants in the All-English X-factor competition. Three years ago, she was sent off the stage despite being an ownage. Now, she comes back three years later, as someone charismatic, stronger and wiser. She gave me goosebumps from her very first auditions. That’s something i really envy of people like Burke, the desire to pursue their passion and most importantly, the courage to face their failures and pick up right from where they fell off. She is going to be the next Leona Lewis, or maybe, even greater.
Most people who are close to me will know, i like singing! Whether i sing well or not is secondary , but i enjoy singing. But recently, i have an honest declaration to make. Recently, i started to dislike my own voice. I have seriously no idea why, i just don’t like my own voice. I’m quite sick of hearing my own singing. Yes, i do doodle and murmur and sing a few sentences here and there in the day, but on the whole, i really hate my voice! Maybe its because the meaning of singing has changed so much for me.
Alright , despite so much of emo’ing, life isn’t all a bleak as it may sound. I do enjoy my happy times of the week .We went out yesterday for Nonya restaurant buffet! It was kinda good but the variety was quite lacking at Bugis! The price was kinda hefty for such a buffet…personal opinion.But overall, still quite a nice place to makan ! Went to peninsula to shop for a pair of shoes but ended up with nothing. Nothing really really appealed and the only one that did …the auntie refused to give us a discount. So NO-no.
I want this shoe.Christmas and my birthday is coming. HAHA.
